Body is awareness of the mind, nervous system controls emotion by education, like a magnetic hard drive able to manipulate electricity by recording information, but ego reflects unconscious-sensation.
Being born in spirit is the goal of every being, becoming self-aware opens doors of eternal perception, but personality opposes evolution of the psyche. Second birth awakes unconscious-sensation to fracture indoctrinated personality, followed by the third eye initiation to make connection between two hands of a single nervous system, harness the self and confer immortality.
Riga is a nice place to wonder for couple of days with many ancient building and beautiful churches, but it looks chaotic compare to Tallinn.
I am in Basilica of St. Peter, milestone of God's temple referring to Solar System to honor my mentor star and protector planet Jupiter.
Glimpses of enlightenment utilize the self and experiences love by freedom of the mind. That is how evolution ends, sensational-awareness harnesses desire and controls the mind by free will, but to experience other than tranquility of eternal existence must fall and reflect artificial reality.
I often ask myself, bodily sensations define the mind or mind defines bodily sensations, but they happen at the same time. Emotion is light, and light is consciousness, but to make unconscious-sensation conscious must look inside instead of desiring the outer world. It feels like having experience and being experience at the same time, knowing inner before outer controlling the mind. To know your body before mechanical action is to become a creative human.
Last night I dreamed about being stamped out of Russia and entered my grandmother's house were someone was lying in a very strange rectangular opening at the end of the wall, looking like a coffin.
Family members were asking why am I late and when I looked inside there was my mother disintegrating. She takes my hand and I am about to fall in tears, but suddenly consciousness takes over and I awake. Mother symbolizes the level of sensational-awareness within child, the source of unconscious-reflection and the mind. She is not a fixed force, but volatile digital body of information that alters by evolution of original consciousness.
The dynamic self is the source of sensational vibration, ego supports frequency of unconscious-sensation. Maybe the stamp out of Russia is about my previous life that my mother represents in this life. Maybe her disintegration is about evolution of sensational-awareness to harness more light, until I AM THE SELF CONTROL THE MIND.
PM 3:35 and I went to Jurmala today, swimming in a salty and clear, but knee-high Baltic Sea...
The self is dreaming physical body they represent the same consciousness, hence for the self to awake physical body must die. Maybe that is why it is so difficult to make right decision at the crossroads between life and death.
People deeply affect each other by unconscious mind, and if your nervous system is not strong to recognize and repel incoming force, my thoughts could penetrate, vibrate and control your body. The habitual body of unconscious-sensation never has enough, she has no will for change, the level of self-awareness is her consciousness, but until strong enough must reincarnate.
I am flying back to Georgia today, missing sulfur bath, cocking, good wine and peaceful contemplation of the journey...