Sergiev Posad

Weakness of original nervous system reflecting by the unconscious-mind is like animal having no awareness of her own body. 

The car needs fuel and driver for a safe passage. Human psyche operates the same, body is the car, emotion is fuel and nervous system is a driver, but until sensational-awareness is strong dynamic force dominates.

Who drives the car ego or I AM, and to safely navigate the body her nervous system must evolve to harness emotion and direct the mind. 

Two hands of a single spiritual body operate as unconscious-sensation vs conscious-personality and both need light of the heart to operate properly. 

Weakness of the right hand reflects by the left, by losing the mind we lose awareness of the body, but nervous system remains within to activate and evolve until refines unconscious reflection into self-identity. 

The consciousness is sensational-awareness, more we have greater self-awareness, but there is no sensational-awareness without harnessing emotion. The unconscious-sensation vs conscious-persona represents two hands of a single body, but until they make connection and harmonize I AM unable to master the mind. There is no self-awareness without sensational-awareness they evolve at the same time.

Thanks god my plan for Vladimir was interrupted, otherwise I would miss Sergiev Posad, beautiful and ancient monastery 1:35 h train ride from Moscow. Crosses over the crescent Moon adore domes of delicately built temples and although it is already half pass ten, I see the silver Moon above.

Is life about graduation from the Moon College symbolizing weakness of self-awareness by opening and straightening individual consciousness?

Spiritual initiation begins by awakening of unconscious-sensation over conscious-personality followed by the third eye initiation until they balance under a single will. To harmonize spiritual body and control the self must activate first and that's what Christian Churches do not teach.