Yaroslavl

Going to Pereslavl Zalesky, but could not stay there for a night, perhaps travel farther north to Rostov or Yaroslavl.

My train leaves in 2 h, so I have time to visit Sergiev Posad again and the views from here are fantastic. Fairy tale gnome town reflecting the blue sky, colors match and wave into each-other, proportions and symmetry reminds Venice and I suspect Italian masters had to do something with building this monastery.

There is no awareness without sensation, no nervous system without the body, to become aware must sense, but the unconscious-sensation and her awareness must harmonize and merge to harness the self and direct the mind.

I use to ponder sensation and her consciousness relationship, thinking about making connection, but they never separate representing a singe spiritual body. The unconscious-sensation is weakness of self-awareness, but after the third eye initiation evolves until strong enough to reintegrate, annihilates ego and harnesses the mind.

Emotion is active and sensation is receptive, but they never separate, what we call unconscious is power of emotion over her own sensation driving nervous system by the mind. On the other hand, waking body represents the level of sensational awareness able to control emotion and direct the mind. There is no rational mind without awareness of the body, but until conscious/unconscious harmonize spiritual body polarizes into day & night.

 

The unconscious-sensation represents lower vibration of original consciousness unable to control the mind, but to ignore her is to lose evolution potentiality, but awaken and reintegrate to leave the animal world behind.

Yaroslavl on Volga river is a beautiful setting, but Russian mentality spoils everything. Symphonic music at the parks, newly made pathways are already breaking down, no individuality or creative imagination and only scenic walks along Volga River and ancient churches make worth visiting this town.

Reflection is a two-way bridge, what we mind must feel, either unconscious-sensation manipulates ego or evolution of sensational-awareness harnesses the self and directs the mind. 

As if artist immortalizes particular sensation in the object of creation, what we call God must create and support diversity of manifestation, over her own body. Each and every seed raises from the Earth, but at the end they represent different forms of the same soil thriving into physicality.

Human sensations raise and fall, but particular creation becomes eternal until it continues existence. Michelangelo’s sensation creating David is alive until there is a David, as well as Mona Liza or any other marvelous creations of universal artists.

God knows itself in totality. To be self-aware does not mean not to have emotions, sensations or the mind. Why not to be angry if you know your bliss, why not to desire if you never lose eternity, able to control emotion by will.