Moscow

Flying over Russia, towns look like computer system panels. As if unconscious humanity morphing itself into conscious societies manifests intelligent design of the Matrix on to the Earth.

I use to see the self as perfect being standing above creation, but he has no existence without reincarnation. There is no female without male, no body without the mind, but to control thinking sensational-awareness is necessary. 

Body over the mind vs mind over the body, polarization of a field requires a single I AM to fluctuate between day & night, until strong enough to harmonize two hands, harness the self and control the mind.

Electric emotion cannot separate from its own magnetic sensation, unconscious-mind vibrates its own body, until her nervous system evolves to sense the self before reflection.

The unconscious-sensation reflects by fear until I AM harness desire, and loses true identity. Stronger fear greater authority, we often act the way others want us to see, and there is no individuality without evolution of the will. 

I AM nervous system of my spiritual body polarize into unconscious-sensation vs conscious-personality, but connection never breaks. Stronger I AM more emotion reintegrates and higher frequency all the way to enlightenment.

As if computer electricity, celestial nervous system needs energy for operation, more it is greater capacity culminating at the state of enlightenment. What celestial nervous system could not harness must excrete, and to ignore unconscious-mind by educated personality is to stagnate evolution of a psyche.

There is a symbol of the Sun with the mirror at the center inside St. Basel Cathedral with twelve zodiac signs symbolizing self-reflection and Saturn's Hexagon carved on the wall responsible for evolution of humanity. The Sun awareness is I AM THE SELF to perceive the world by smile, the Moon reflects true identity by the unconscious-mind.

As if human heart between two hands of a physical body, the self is eternal mind between two hands of a spiritual body. I AM liquid consciousness operating like a scale, mercurial fluid turns into muddy river of life, until two hemispheres harmonize, power of one is weakness of another. 

I AM eternal, desire never ends but creation is unconscious until nervous system is weak. As if the Moon reflects the light of the Sun from the Earth, unconscious-sensation reflects weakness of self-awareness by ego, until the third eye activates and becomes solid enough to harmonize and annihilate male/female under a single will.

There is no essence without awareness, no energy without information no body without the mind, ego reflects memory fields stored within unconscious-sensation vs educated personality. External female represents the level of sensational-awareness within male, stronger it is clearer vision and higher creative imagination. Experience vs learning, unconscious-sensation vs conscious-personality to make connection, reintegrate. 

I do not know who I AM, until overcome ego and harness the self, but sensational-awareness cannot evolve overnight. Spiritual body is like a light bulb with the nervous system as wire inside. Stronger wire higher frequency and lighter spiritual body, but must excrete what could not utilize, either ego reflect unconscious body or I AM utilizing the self to control the mind.

I sense hunger for truth in Russian society and this is encouraging. I thought there will be police everywhere checking people, but I do not see them at all, only alcoholic beggars and they can be aggressive. Females full of karma walking night streets of Moscow, can you imagine what you are getting yourself into by desiring sensational darkness of others and that’s what DC symbolizes in astrology. 

Dynamic seed requires soil to become self-aware, ego has no consciousness of his own body and seeks for a shelter. Physical body could not maintain passionate force for long, must reincarnate and die until I AM sensational-awareness is strong.

We all look like human and people are longing equality, but in evolutionary system can’t be uniformity. Evolution takes time, levels of consciousness reflect its own reality, but lower frequency consciousness could not enter higher unless it falls on the same level. If someone affects your behavior you could not leave the matrix, it is about raising strong when everybody wants to put you down.

If you knew power of the self, accept your weaknesses without asking questions it is like reactive airplane without direction. The sensation falls by fear and fear is the biggest enemy of humanity, unconscious-sensation raises by harnessing emotion but falling & reflection happens simultaneously.

Light revels colorful and vibrant world, darkness is only one color black. Light is self-awareness, darkness is unconsciousness. Light is beauty and creativity, light is love, darkness is survival and depression. Light is happiness, darkness is fear and aggression, but to know the light must be strong enough to harness the mind.

Pay attention how people dress, clothing and style reveals the inner world…

I found nice Cathedral built before revolution, and as I light up a candle to thank God for initiation, bells start ringing. I thought he must be watching me all the time, but coming out a ginger man crossed my path, symbolizing negative forces of the universe protecting ego and hindering evolution of the psyche.

Today is my last day in Moscow, tomorrow going to Vladimir...