Early in the morning by overnight bus I arrived in St. Petersburg, my legs are swollen, too tired to walk and until PM 3 could not check in the hostel...
Today is some kind of an annual festival, people surfing Neva River dressing in funky clothes and I thought what a nice idea will be to use it as a massage to end the war, but not enough courage, empathy or determination.
Two hands of a spiritual body have a single nervous system and the mind, the unconscious-sensation is power of emotion over its own body nervous system and sensational-awareness is opposite.
After the third eye initiation conscious-persona finds its own unconscious-sensation and begins the process of reintegration until masters the mind.
I slept almost 20 h to recover from last night's bus ride, walking through this amazing city full of beautiful architecture and history. "In capsule" hostel is not too bad with enough privacy to do your things, but Russian hostels have strict rules about drinking alcohol, even beer is prohibited.
There is no self-awareness without reintegration with unconscious-sensation, stronger sensational-awareness more conscious reflection, finer body perception and greater creative imagination. Evolution of consciousness transmutes unconscious-sensation into self-identification, until activates full potential of a celestial brain, sensational-awareness and self-awareness evolve at the same time.
I just found the eye of Horus on a red string at the entrance of the summer palace, symbolizing the center of a celestial consciousness. Angel at the square pointing her right hand up to heaven, while the left hand is holding a snake, they must harmonize to master the mind and the entire universe obeys. Polarization of a single nervous system reflects into two hemispheres of the brain, but the third eye is the bridge to make connection and reintegrate.
The self is like eternal mind between two hands of a single body, the unconscious-sensation is his awareness in a state of reflection, sensational-awareness operating as conscious-personality. Weaker self-awareness darker unconscious-sensation vs evolution of a celestial consciousness until I AM strong enough to recognize myself and control the mind.
I am at St. Isaac’s cathedral and cannot have enough of it. Russians could never built anything like this it was a French man and entire St. Petersburg has been designed by European artists.
The self reflects by fear, actually we fear ourselves and this is important to realize. Everything is a reflection of myself and that is why at the glimpses of enlightenment entire world falls back into my consciousness and annihilates dreaming personality.
Knyaz Yusupov palace is a feast for sensations, deeply touching my soul with exquisite elegance and charm. Maybe that is how life ends on earth, maybe my spiritual journey has just begun to learn how to manifest from eternity beauty and love?
The self is pure energy of action, emotion does not know wrong and right, the level of sensational-awareness gives direction. Female consciousness defines manifestation by imagination, body-awareness the mind, but until I AM, her nervous system is strong to control emotion, becomes unconscious and creates habitually.
Enlightenment is pure field of love and freedom of the will,
creation and experience happens at the same time, but strong nervous system does not fear experience, able to restore equilibrium by will. Stronger I AM to harness emotion, more sensational-awareness and greater creative imagination to find balance between body-consciousness & unconscious-mind.
As if the seed raises from the soil and female gives birth, the unconscious-sensation is naturally creative, but to become sensationally aware and control manifestation is to consciously create your own reality. The male manifests creative potential of its own female consciousness by the unconscious mind, but stronger becomes more beautiful design.
Walking morning streets of St. Petersburg, thinking about 1917th revolution and when you swing the pendulum of life on one side like in imperial Russia you will create Stalin.
For prosperous and peaceful society, common wealth of the nation must be distributed equally. It does not mean that you cannot become successful and rich to enjoy the life you like, just provide necessary care for others to stay in peace and develop naturally. To understand the cosmic low of balance that swings pendulum of time is to maintain harmony between polar opposites.
I have met at one glance irresistible female in Winter Palace, emotion escaped and I lost sensational-awareness unable to perceive beauty of Hermitage. I was following her strong and slender legs instead of knowing myself, until nervous system takes over and reverts attention.
The level of self-awareness experiences herself by the unconscious-mind, but craving converts into love when I AM being strong enough to harness the heart and know the bliss of my spiritual body.
The self has built the house from inside out that has no door to come out. The mind never leaves its own body. Perception vs reflection, either sensational-awareness harnesses the self and perceives true nature of the matrix, or supports digital construct by the unconscious-mind. To transmute sensational darkness into the light of consciousness is to incorporate full capacity of a celestial brain as if at the glimpses of enlightenment.
Going to Peterhof today, thinking about fear & aggression as two pole of unconscious reflection, and how do they operate?
Gender persona could not perceive desire of male as fear of the same female, but to harmonize emotion/sensation under a single will is to know your essence in totality. I AM the self and I AM persona, I AM unconscious-sensation and I AM Gela Kirvalidze in this life, but to know who I REALLY AM, must harness the self and reunite conscious/unconscious halves of my spiritual body.
Today is my last day in St. Petersburg, tomorrow going to Tallinn.
What is sensational-awareness, asking myself all the time, but the word itself explains everything.
The sensational-awareness is when you are aware of your own sensation, impossible without harnessing the self and the mind. Sensational-awareness comes into focus when her nervous system is strong enough to revert fire of desire and enlighten MAGNETIC FIELD OF I AM as if day over the night.
If unconscious-emotion creates sensations, evolution of sensational-awareness consciously decides and enlightenment makes perfect sense, when you harness the self, freedom and love reunites. Does not matter what you sense if you are aware, I AM SENSATION controls emotion by freedom of perception.
There is no sensational-awareness without the light of consciousness that's why it is so difficult to achieve. Either unconscious self creates bodily sensations or sensational-awareness utilizes the self and controls the mind.
What would you do if master the art of reflection, exit the matrix or continue to experience yourself by will?
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