PM 5:30, and my ass is still frozen from steal chairs of Russian customs. After 5 h of detention without reasoning I finally pass through the border control. On the other hand, Estonian immigration was straight forward and easy, first impressions are positive.
There is no action without reflection, no mind without the body, no thought without the form, either body nervous system controls the mind or the mind manipulates bodily forms.
Evolution proceeds gradually, transmutation of ego into self-awareness is a long and painful process. Stronger the right hand of a single nervous system to harness emotion, less power of the ego over the left until fully reintegrates and I AM conferring spiritual identity.
Conscious & unconscious halves of a spiritual body have a single nervous system and the mind, power of one is weakness of another. Rational-mind evolves in expanse of ego until perceives the matrix from outside and leaves earthly dimension.
Unconscious-sensation recreates and maintains herself by habitual mind vs the level of self-awareness able to think rationally, altering one effects the other immediately. We feel the way we think and vice versa, until spiritual body consciousness is strong enough to support emotion and become self-aware.
Last night I smoked weed and it was interesting experience. Marijuana weakens sensational-awareness, emotion escapes, the outer world seems more real and it increases fear, but at the same time it is a good practice to see where are you on a path of spiritual evolution.
On one hand, I AM experiencing my own unconscious-mind, and on the other oppose my own creation by personality. The conflict between two hands of the same nervous system manifests as male/female relationship in actual life. Rational-mind is a light body of a nervous system, unconscious reflection manifests as darkness of sensation, stronger the one weaker the other, until harmonize and reunite rational & habitual sides of a single psyche.
Either the self opposes his own unconscious creation by personality or controls manifestation. Either I AM reflecting weakness of my own spiritual body unconsciously or becoming self-aware and controlling the mind, both cannot happen at the same time. Either the self reincarnates his own consciousness by desire or evolution of I AM annihilates ego and harnesses the mind.
Love is higher vibration of desire they represent the same energy, only sensational-awareness differs and stronger I AM higher frequency, to ignore desire is to lose love, but awake, experience and embrace. Life is about evolution of individual consciousness from animal to god, from endless reincarnations to awareness of a spiritual body.
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