AM 5:35, going to Vladimir...
There is no rational-mind without consciousness of the body, dynamic seed requires static field to become self-aware. As if male desires female, the self must reincarnate until his own body consciousness is strong to recognize himself before desire and awake. If the moon outside symbolizes the level of self-awareness inside, the silver globe must be initiator of the third eye to evolve original consciousness until annihilates ego and harness the mind.
The self enters the Matrix by desiring mind, waters of life dramatically reduce frequency of the body. Light of love becomes ferocious animal, violence emerges from fear of darkness until finds ego and harnesses the mind.
After last night's jumpy ride the sketch hostel seems blessing, but as we realize the essence experiences the Earth by physical body, allow life to happen and look at everything with curiosity like a child. Only problem is in life experiences accumulate over original consciousness by unconscious reflection and obscure true identity.
The unconscious-sensation reflects and reincarnates, but physical container could not tolerate eternal energy for long and disintegrates. When body exhaust awareness returns to the Moon Cave, but must reincarnate again until strong to overcome ego and awake.
Mastered by exquisite carvings over white stone reminding the moon, Saint Demetrius church of 11th century is one of the most beautiful temples I have seen in Russia and I am going to Suzdal for a day trip.
Suzdal is the best town together with Sergiev Posad on a golden ring of Russia. Everywhere you look is something ancient and amazing, but painful to observe the process of restoration, painting them like Russian dolls or just whitewash centuries old cathedrals and buildings. At the end, Suzdal is cute little town with tiny river running through it, and I believe the most important temple in the heart of its Kremlin is dedicated to Goddess Ishtar, the Mother of the World, ancient Russians knew whom to worship.
The self in a form of ego and I AM sensational-awareness push into different directions, he desires reincarnation, I AM longing for my own sensation as if Ramayana story in Hinduism.
What a day, at first there was a road accident standing 3 h. in traffic, after hostel was canceled in Moscow and I had to find another one that was so terrible I barely slept last night, but tonight I go to St. Petersburg.
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